Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Upping the Meds

Got the meds upped. Don't know how far I can take it but we'll see what 60mg of prozac can do for a gal. I have seen a definite improvement in my general outlook and well being. I'm getting excited more and more about little things. I'm still a cranky procrastinator, though. How do I get over that?

I'm also a bit listless right now. I could possibly be due to the doughnuts I consumed earlier this morning (my evil boss brought them in). I know that I am affected adversely to sugar but OH BOY is it good!

I still find moments when I slip back into a funk. Last week, I woke up in the middle of the night with a panic attack. Not severe by any means. I've had so many of them that I easily classified this episode as low on the Richter scale. I woke up saying to myself, "Hmm. Heart beating rapidly, cold sweat and I can feel my heart beat through my neck. Panic attack. Light one" I laid back down on the bed and let it pass (in about 15 minutes). I believe it was a result of my withdrawal from buspar. I was only on 10mg but apparently it did me some good. Rather than start the buspar over again, I'm just going for the prosac gold.

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